This morning I was listening to the song “Break every chain” By jesus culture, and I broke down and told my mom everything about what I did last year, that thing I was ashamed of and my struggle with pornography and masturbation. It went so much better than I knew it would. I feel so relieved, so happy and most of all liberated. She said, if God forgives you who am I not to forgive you, we prayed and she did liberation on me. God knows what he’s doing in my life and why things happened. I know he’s going to start working in me so much and his blessings are coming my way. I am free. Thank you God.
my mom comes home tomorrow, and I think I may just cry when I see her. I hope my don’t or else my dad will think I’m silly since she was only gone for a week.
I just want to get everything over with, to tell her everything. I’m so exhausted from crying, I’m so exhausted from thinking about it all, from practicing in my head how I’m going to tell her. I’m tired. I just want to be able to tell her already and get it over with and to finally move on with my life. I can’t wait for it to be a week after I tell her, for it to be a month, because it will be done and have passed. Everything will be fine then.
Pray about everything, talk to God. Just let it out, all the good, all the bad. He’s always listening, prayer does change things. Even if you think God isn’t listening, let me tell you he always is. He’s always working on something for you. Breathe & ask for forgiveness and also forgive others. Remember, tomorrow is a brand new day. Start fresh & clean.
